Fickle Black Men…

Yesterday, I read a comment on a video I made from a brother that used to be a subscriber of mine.  Now, this was a brother who used to be one of my biggest supporters on YouTube.  He would always make video responses to a lot of the videos that I made; which, I agreed with.  Anyway, I didn’t hear from this brother for a while, and then, out of nowhere, this nigga starts ripping into me out of nowhere with a comment that came completely out of left-field.

Needless to say, that I was offended as hell by the comment.  What I am trying to figure out, is what in hell is UP with black men and fickleness?  It seems like black men can’t support ANYONE for a long time without turning on them like a damn ravenous wolf.  Black people, are the only people that I have seen who turn on people for absolutely no reason whatsoever.  This fact holds true, especially, for black men.

It seems like with niggas, somebody is ALWAYS getting played out, and the minute they do, black men turn on them like hell.  They go from being an ally to a damn enemy with the quickness.  Fickleness in black men is the major reason why black men can’t work with each other; as it seems like black men ALWAYS come up with some reason not to support their fellow black man.

It’s happened to me more times than I can damn count; where I have had cats just turn on me out of nowhere…FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WHATSOEVER.  I can’t stand fickle ass people; and the black community is RIFE with them.  Especially, when it comes to black men.  Hell, most niggas are more fickle than “Buddy Love” was on the damn Nutty Professor.  You never know what to expect from many of them, as many of them change-up on you faster than the late “Notorious B.I.G.” could down a gotdamn egg soufflé.

Pathetic.

That is all.

 

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When Women Have The ABSOLUTE Choice…

Men die.

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Period.

One of the biggest travesties to ever happen to Western Society, in my opinion, was to give women absolute power in the mating game.  Western Society, is a society that caters almost completely to women; to the point where men aren’t even seen as human beings, but mere vessels put here to merely satisfy the whims and vagaries of the women in it.  The sad thing about it, is that most women want it to STAY that way.  It’s an imbalance that most women never seem to ever get sick of, and it’s an imbalance that will stay INTACT as long as Western Society still stands.

The reason being is because most men can NEVER compete with women in terms of desirability when it comes to the opposite sex; as women are FAR, FAR, more appealing to men, than men are to women.  Hell, the average woman can pull a damn man without even trying.  It may not be the one that they want, but they can get men rather easily.  Whereas men, if they aren’t gifted with stellar good looks, need some sort of external display of success to get any type of damn love from a woman.  It’s an imbalance that causes death and suicide in many men in this society; because without money or status, most men can NEVER hope to ever get love from a damn DECENT woman in this society.

Notice that I said DECENT right?  When I say decent, I am talking about the kind of woman that you can marry: Chaste, In good shape, with a pleasant personality.  These women drive a damn hard bargain in this society; regardless of what race you are as a man.  However, when you are a damn regualar black man, they don’t just drive a hard bargain, the bargain is such that it makes the average everyday black man look like “Will Smith” did on the damn movie “The Legend Of Bagger Vance”.

It’s so hard for a regular black man to get a woman who’s decent in this society, that many of them just completely give up trying, and just settle on a single lifestyle altogether.  Which, is EXACTLY what this society wants decent black men to do: waste way altogether. Most women, when they have the choice, try to go for the highest status male that they can possibly get; and many of them get dogged the hell out in the process of trying to find him.  Because black men occupy the lowest social rung in all society, women try to FORCIBLY consign black men to leftovers, knowing damn well that many of the black men that they try to force into a gotdamn nigga box are worthy of FAR,FAR, more than what they are trying to assign to them.

I can’t tell you how many times, I have had women who when they were at the peak of their game, try to snub me like I was the late “Corey Haim” off of “Lucas”, only to come at me like a damn ravenous wolf when they were dogged the hell out through their exploits of trying to find a damn big-baller.  The speed walking that I would see from women who thought that they were all that, slowed down to a damn snail’s pace when they felt like they had nothing to offer; as if I should have been ever so grateful to have their attention…Man, get the hell out of here!!

The thing that bothers me, as a black man, is the way women try to FORCE your ass to accept their worst, no matter how decent of a man you are, simply because they feel that’s all black men deserve.  If you are a black man, that refuses to do so, they will try to starve you out completely, and I mean WOMEN OF ALL RACES WILL DO THIS, in a effort to get you to break down to damn nothing and accept garbage.

Throughout my life, I have had to fight a damn constant battle of women trying to turn me into a simp, by being mean as hell toward me when they felt like they had it going on, to coming at me like a damn ravenous wolf when they had it going off.  That’s the story of the average black man.  It takes a lot of strength not to give in; as most women in this society try to turn black men into low-life beggars; who beg for things that men of other races, who have higher social status, get for nothing.

Western Society has no balance whatsoever; and the black community is even worst than the rest of society when it comes to the mating process.  Hell, most black men will NEVER know what it is to have a beautiful, high-quality black woman, and most have just given up trying; seeing as most of the black women who fall into this category are willing to give their all to men of other races, and black men their damn table scraps.  Most black men have just said the hell with it, and left American Society altodamngether to find mates, and I don’t blame them one damn bit either.

American Society, is a society that is just too damn imbalanced when it comes to the mating process.  Most women can never make up their damn mind as to what they want until they aren’t worth a damn themselves.  Women know that men have a hard time finding mates in this society, and play their gotdamn options to the fullest.  Hell, in this society, even a damn average woman thinks that she’s a dime-piece deserving of the finest of men…Pathetic.

The problem is that too damn many women think this way, to the point where they think that they can SNUB men who are TRULY on their level.  Most women have no clue as to what level they are on; because men pursue them regardless for sexual gratification.  Whereas, unless a man has money, or is extremely handsome, he will be largely IGNORED by all women until most women are so damn dogged out that their only hope is a damn good man.

Western Society, is a society, where men die all of the damn time from loneliness and grief; because they can’t get a damn single woman to love them.  Hell, in biblical times, most men were given wives for a dowry price, and I see why.  You give women the choice, and most men will become a bag of gotdamn bones waiting to be chosen.  If you lined up 25 women, and 25 men, almost ALL women will go after 1 guy, and leave the other 24 behind.

There is no balance and all, and many men in this society suffer for it.

Like I said, the worst travesty in this society, in my opinion, was giving women ABSOLUTE power in the mating game, because by doing so, most men will never know what it is to even experience love from a damn woman in America; as the women have far too many options, and the men have far too FEW of them. Therefore, the men have to take what the hell they can get in order to have companionship at all.

My advice to other men who may be reading this: in order to combat this rampant problem in American Society, you better make yourself into a damn island, one that isn’t dependent on anyone else for companionship but YOU.  Because, if you allow yourself to become solely dependent upon a woman for love, you will find yourself in a damn pine box.  Get strong in God so that he will help you overcome the feeling of loneliness through prayer and supplication; because women in this society are not right in the damn head, and if you follow them, you won’t be right in the damn head either.

That is all.

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It’s Not About The Looks, It’s About The Purity…

When it comes to women's overall perception of black men, the viewpoint is almost, always a negative one.  Most women, in this society, feel as if black men will accept them no matter what they've done in their past.  For some strange reason, women in this society think that black men have absolutely no problem whatsoever with them having whorish backgrounds.  Unfortunately, for many black men, they just say to hell with it and accept inferior women period just to have a damn woman in their life.  It pisses me off the way women in this society try to FORCE black men to accept second-hand garbage simply off of the strength of them being black men PERIOD.

They do it because they feel as if black men don't deserve anything more than that.  These are the types of women who are basically whored out from having sex with tons of men, when they are at their best.  They deny companionship to black men who are well-deserving, only to try to badger these men for companionship when they finally come to a damn epiphany that all men are the damn same…Pathetic.  What bothers me the most about these women, is that they try to make good black men suffer with loneliness by routinely denying them companionship when they are actually marriage material.  

It makes good black men lives a living hell; because every time a black man turns around he is always placed into a damn nigga box that he can't get out of with women; the nigga box of loneliness, alienation, and isolation.  Good black men are punished for simply trying to be upstanding men period.  It's funny as hell how black men are the only men who are routinely PUNISHED for simply trying to be good.  In many cases, they have NOTHING to look forward to when it comes to women in the black community; as the only thing many black women try to do to black men who are like this is consign them to GARBAGE; while non-black men get the absolute BEST of black women, or thuggish, ruggish, niggas

The thing about it, it's not just black women either.  Women of other races do absolutely the same damn thing; leaving many good black men in American without viable options in America when it comes to women.  Like black women, they try to FORCE inferiority onto black men by coming onto to good black men stronger than the ass of a gotdamn stallion by being so ingratiating that you just know something is wrong with that woman; because anytime a woman in this society is at her best, they are biggest SNOBS to black men that anyone has ever seen.

What trips me out about ALL black women in this society, is that they ALL feel like they deserve the best black man around; even when THEY are at the absolute WORST themselves.  The thing is, women think that the only thing that they have to do is make up their outside and make it look pretty, while their inside is pure garbage; full of whoredom, bad choices, and big mistakes.  I don't give a damn about a woman's outside, if her inside is garbage complete with a damn dubious past. 

They sure as hell don't go to men of other races with that mess.  That's for damn sure.  For some strange reason, many women in this society who seem to virulently chase after black men seem to be oversexed too.  Who in the hell cares how fine a woman is, if her ass if fine for everybody else around AND you?  When many women are beautiful in this society, they feel as if they just CANNOT give it all to a damn black man until they "Live A Little", and get their asses ruined completely altogether.  Then, they want to come back to a nice black guy with tons of damn issues that came from being DOGGED by other men who they thought where superior choices. 

No black man should accept such a crappy deal.  Women like that don't deserve good black men, and they shouldn't get them PERIOD.  What these women don't understand, is that it's not about the damn looks, it's about the PURITY.  A good black man, who works hard in life, deserves a gotdamn prize.  Period.  He should accept no less; as these women NEVER give less to men that aren't black at damn all.  However, a black man must just accept WHATEVER just to have a damn woman in their life?  They must crazier than gotdamn jailhouse rats.  These women try to force their inferior asses on good black men by talking about them having a lack of options; when the only reason that's the case is because these men want to have good women to marry. 

Most women in this society all dance to the same tune…White-Worship.  These women will love a man simply because he is WHITE, and will hate a man simply because he is BLACK.  It's not even about the character with most women in this society; ESPECIALLY black women.  They only seem to see the character of a damn man when he is in the visage of anything other than a damn nigga.  When he is black, they wear him the hell out with their issues, and try to destroy him completely, only to become more supportive than "Florida Evans" was off of "Good Times" to a man that's not black. 

I have seen it far too many times that it's not even funny.  They are willing to give the best of themselves, and all of their love to men who don't even value them as human beings when they are at their best.  Meanwhile, black men who need the love can't even GET the damn love from black women that are decent.  They are the only women that I have seen do this to their men wholesale.  It forces decent black men to accept LESS and LESS in order to have a woman in their life; and they only do it due to loneliness of being starved out period by women in this doomed society. 

These same women try to make themselves look pretty in order to fool good black men with a pleasant personality to match; it's all a facade in order TRAP good black men into marrying them after they have done all sorts of damn dirt.  It's not fair for a black man, who has struggled all through his life in order to make something of himself, to accept such a woman into his life.  What astonishes many black men, is that these women are more unappreciative than "Scrooge McDuck" was in "Duck Tales" of the riches in his damn treasure chamber.  They act like THEY are doing YOU a favor by simply being with you; as if you should be as pleased as gotdamn fruit punch that they even gave you the time of day.

Women in this society try to starve decent black men out in this society by making sure that you remain OPTION LESS due to societal ostracism; so that these men will be so lonely that they will accept ANYTHING that comes their way.   It takes a lot of strength for a black man to hold out for woman that's good; as no one thinks that you are deserving of it.  Like I said, it's not the looks that are the most important to me, it's the PURITY of the woman, that is; because who wants to go somewhere where everybody else has already been?

Most of the time, the women that I want are already beautiful anyway.  However, if she's a reformed whore, why do I care?  Beautiful women are a dime-a-dozen; CHASTE women aren't.

That is all. 

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I Just Want To Be Happy…

Throughout my life, I have seen very little happiness; as my life has been a damn difficult one.  Most of the things that I have gone through have been a result of things beyond my control.  In fact, I have spent most of my youth going through trial after trial, one bad experience, with only a few years of joy that I can remember; and that was high school.

Afterward, I went through a damn series of bad experience that literally wore my ass out.  I spent my entire youth fighting the best I could against a damn racist society, hateful people, constant illnesses, and a host of other problems.  During all of this, I have tried my best to make the best decisions so that I can look back and say, I did the best that I could; and from what I have seen, I have very little regret for most of them.  I can truly say that the things that I was going through WAS OUT OF MY CONTROL.

Therefore, I am pleased with the way that I handled them; as I tried my best to keep on going.  However, throughout this whole ordeal, I have experienced very, very, little happiness; as I have spent my damn entire life FIGHTING my ass off just to get through it.  For a long time, I thought that I would NEVER be able to have any joy in life, and the reasons for that prove to be many.  From having a damn turbulent childhood, to going through gobs and damn gobs of racism from being a black man, from battling depression, to dealing with chronic pain, and last but not least, from overcoming the abandonment of a spouse.

The thing that keeps me going is the damn hope of being happy, and getting REST from all of the things that I have gone through.  To me, happiness is like a damn rare gem that I can’t get my damn hands on; as it proves to be elusive as hell.  My whole life, I have been waiting for my time to come, and now, I finally think that it’s coming in for me.  For the first time in my life, I am starting to be happy; as I feel like a damn ominous cloud has been lifted off of my life.

In spite of everything, I have tried to position myself in a way where I could begin to enjoy my later years, and I am happy that I have done so; as it is about time for me start living, and I already am in the process of doing it.

That is all.

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Nobody Gives A Damn About Black Boys!!

 

One day when I was browsing this message board, I came across a post where there was some type of program to get more black females into Silicon Valley.  This program was about starting mentorships to get more black females into computer programming.  As I read this article, a surge of anger surged through me; as it seems like there is always some type of damn program to help out the, seemingly, super-oppressed black woman, and the under-privileged black girl.

As much as many black women are LOATHED to admit, there are tons upon damn TONS of programs out here that are geared to help out black women and black girls; while there isn’t a damn thing whatsoever out here to help out black boys, and black men.  When black women fall down, they have tons of support from society to help them get back on their feet.  However, when black men get in trouble, or have ANY type of difficulty out here, they are TRULY on their damn own; without an ounce of damn sympathy from anyone. Hell, not even most black women really care about what happens to black men out here.

When I go outside out here in Oakland, that’s all I damn see is black men sleeping on park benches everywhere.  Yet, I can’t even tell you the last damn time I’ve seen a black woman HOMELESS anywhere.  Not saying that I would want that to be the case, because I don’t. However, they have all types of support from the damn government, as well as other people to keep them from even having to go that route.

I always hear black women talking about how hard they got because they are black and a damn woman, and all of that mess.  However, in reality, it’s because they are black and a damn WOMAN, that they are shielded from many of the things that black men have to face out here.  As much as a lot of black women are loathed to admit, they are NOT the most oppressed demographic in American Society.  Black MEN are, and they have always been.

Hell, the biggest complaint that I hear coming from many black women out here is when it comes to the dating arena; and even then they are basically talking about who white men are primarily choosing for marriage. Many of them could care less about what brothers want in this day and time.  However, I don’t hear many of them complaining about employment, or anything else.  Well, until now, that is; but that’s just because all of America is facing unemployment issues.

The only thing that I know, is that every time I go out here to a place of business, if there is a black person working at the place, it is almost ALWAYS a black woman; with hardly no black man in sight.  They benefit GREATLY from the minority double-quota.  While, at the same time, it’s easier to get a camel through they eye of a damn threading needle, than it is for a nigga to find a nice job out here where I live.  In many cases, black men have to basically look into entrepreneurship, or take jobs BELOW their skill-level to even have a damn job period.

There seems to be never-ending shows, documentaries, movies, and every damn thing else that is meant to boost the self-confidence of black women.  Hell, look at that show: “Black Girls Rock” for goodness sakes!!

This show did nothing but shed light on the achievements of black women.  Which, I don’t have a problem with.  However, how in the hell would many black women feel if black men had a show called “Black Men Rock!”?  Something tells me, they would complain about it, and throw shade all over the damn show, just like many of them did with the “Million Man March”.  Truth be told, I don’t really think that many black women want black men to, truly, get their stuff together.  I think that a lot of black women feel kind of smug in the belief of many black men being DYSFUNCTIONAL; as it gives THEM somebody to look down on.

Not to mention, to be so damn “OPPRESSED”, black women sure as hell have a VOICE in the media; something that black men have NEVER had.  Everybody tunes in when black women voice their damn concerns, while the voices of black men are damn near MUTED in the media.

I also notice that when it comes to doing ANYTHING for the black community, black women ALWAYS put GENDER before race; as if young black boys don’t need help also. There is something in many black women that causes them to not give a damn about their sons; which is one of the major reasons why many black boys fall off of the bus in the first place.  Hell, with the way that many black women talk, you’d think that they were a bunch of damn Amazons who’s only purpose for a man in life is to create more daughters; as many of them don’t seem to give a damn about their sons at all. Then, when these same boys grow up to be failures, or turn to a life of crime, they join in with larger society with their complaints about black men.  Sometimes, with the way many black women talk, you’d think they were an entirely different ethnic group from black men.  Hell, with the way many of them talk, you’d think you was talking to damn Klan members; due to the way many of them dog out black men so badly.

Even Oprah Winfrey made a school for black girls ONLY.  I am like damn Oprah? What about black boys? How on earth can you have a functional community when you are trying to NEGLECT the entire male gender of your race?  As much as I hate to say it, I don’t see women of other races blatantly trying to leave their men out like black women do.  It just shows a pure HATE for black manhood, in general.

Black boys, and even black men, don’t really HAVE any type of real support group out here; and that’s the truth.  In the way of role-models, many black women can look up to their MOTHERS–even if they ARE dysfunctional, at times–on how to be a woman.  They can look up to the achievements of their MOTHERS when it comes to going out here and getting theirs.  Whereas, black boys, have no damn body to look up to; and in many cases, the streets become their fathers.

It really shows the type of disdain that many black women hold for their male offspring, as well as male counterparts, in general.  Not to mention, that it seems like they COMPETE with black men in damn near everything that they do.  From dating out, to jobs, to who is the most desired, to has it the easiest in this society, it seems like many of them are competing against black men; instead of looking to work with us.  It’s not true of all of them.  However, it is definitely true for a sizable portion of them.

I also fault many black men as well, because in all actuality, many black men haven’t really been there for black boys either.  Having a black male role-model is CRUCIAL to the upliftment of black boys.  I know one thing, if I never would have come across a black man who was a Computer programmer, it is VERY doubtful that I would have went that route. Hell, I wouldn’t have known that it was possible.  I thank God every day that I came across the man I did, because it gave me a goal in life to aspire to.

Because of me seeing another black man get a degree in Computer Science, I went on and got one.  Many black men don’t have the advantage of seeing that.  However, one thing that I do know, is that after I got into computers, every black man that I know got into them with a damn passion; all from seeing one of their own do it.

That’s why black men HAVE to start support groups for black men and boys; as nobody cares about us LIKE us.  It’s for certain, that the bulk of our women don’t.  I’m sorry, but it’s true.  It’s time for black men to start taking OUR OWN concerns seriously; as nobody understands what black men have to face more than other black men do.  Quiet as kept, many black women don’t really understand–nor, do they really care–about what black men have to face.

I find it completely unfair that black women can have the freedom to care ONLY about black women, while black men have to care about the entire black community; when it’s black men doing the worst out here.  I don’t want to hear black women complain when black men create programs ONLY for black men; as they have been doing things like that ONLY for black women, for damn eons.

It’s time for black men to start taking their OWN concerns seriously.

That is all.

 

 

 

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The Extreme Racism Of Many Asian Women In California…

I don’t know about other parts of the country, but there are many, MANY, Asians that live out here in the Bay.  In fact, the Bay Area, California, has one of the largest populations of Asians in the whole United States.  In fact, where I came from, there weren’t hardly any Asians at all on the East Coast; back then, anyway.  Hell, I had only see maybe a few in my lifetime, and they were nice people, from what I remembered.

However, when I came to live in the Bay Area, the Asians that I dealt with out here were a completely different story entirely.  The Bay Area is a very specious place.  People are always talking about how “liberal” Bay Area is.  However, once you stay out here for any length of time, you’ll begin to realize that the Bay Area is absolutely NOTHING but a damn liberal lie.  I originally came from the South, and even though I DID experience racism, it was NOTHING like the crap that I experienced here.

You’d think that with the Bay Area being one of the most “diverse” places in the country, that it would be completely different; however, it was just the opposite.  Hands down, the Bay Area, California has got to be one of the most RACIST places that I have ever lived. The denizens of the Bay Area practice some sort of Caste system that would rival damn 15th Century Jolly Old England.  Out here, Whites are at the top, everyone else is in the middle, and blacks are at the absolute bottom; especially black American men.  The people out here want it to STAY that way also.  Any attempts on the part of blacks, and especially black men, to pull themselves up out of their  beleaguered position is met with stiff opposition from all sides, and all races.

Back where I lived, I NEVER felt the same type of class racism that I have out here. Everybody is in on it.  From Whites, to Asians, to everyone else in-between.  Although I have experienced racism from damn near every angle out here, the absolute WORST proponents of racism that I have EVER experienced is none other than Asian women. From my personal experiences, Asians are pretty racist in general, whether they be the men or the women.  However, the women are just on an entirely different level from any group of people that I had the displeasure of dealing with.  Hell, at least I can say that I had some good experiences with Asian men.

In fact, one of my colleagues from the University that I graduated from was an Asian guy. However, when it comes to the women, I can’t think of one damn good experience that I had out here…Not one.  They were almost ALL bad; and when I say bad, I mean that they were bad as hell.  I have never seen a group of people who could be so damn EVIL as Asian women could be.  What also trips me out about many Asian women, is that their racism is CALCULATED, they know WHO, and WHO NOT, to be racist towards, which makes it all the more worse.

And when I say racist, I am not talking about in terms of dating either.  I am talking about IN GENERAL.  I could care less if their biggest goal in life is to have a damn white man’s baby.  I am talking about the way that they treat other people PERIOD is a damn problem to me.  They have to make it a damn practice to dishonor you in any subtle way that they can.  ESPECIALLY, if you are a black man.  Sometimes, I am absolutely ASTONISHED at the amount of effort that people put into being BIGOTS.  Yet, these same people probably see themselves as “good” people.  You can’t be a damn good person if you mistreat people for no damn reason; and that goes for anybody of ANY race.  In spite of my views on things, I don’t go around mistreating ANYONE for no reason.

Like I said before, I have dealt with disrespect from everybody of EVERY race out here. However, hands down, they are the WORST that I have EVER dealt with.  That’s why I laugh when I hear niggas extolling the virtues of these women.  I am thinking to myself, you have got to be joking bruh.  These cats must have NEVER had the damn displeasure of being around a bunch of them.  From my personal experiences with Asian women, many of them are white-worshiping fools who will engage in anti-black bigotry to bond with their white guy. They have such a damn aversion for dark-skin that out here in the Bay, that I see Asian women walking around with damn umbrellas on the sunniest of days, with sun-visors to match.  Pathetic.

To them every black man is bad SOLELY because he is black, and every white man is good SOLELY because he is white.  Honestly, most Asians, in general, think like this.  Hell, don’t think that I am letting the Asian man off of the damn hook, because in terms of being racist, many of them aren’t that far behind their racist women.  I am sure as hell not saying this stuff because I actually care about the plight of the Asian man; because they sure as hell don’t care about yours as a black man.  In fact, many of them feel like you DESERVE to be discriminated against.  Hell, many Asians see themselves as “honorary whites”: both men and women, and they act accordingly.

People think that black folks aren’t observing them.  Nah, we are OBSERVING you just like you are FOREVER observing us.  We are well-aware of your pathologies, just like you all are of ours.  What trips me out about many of these “other” minorities, and white folks as well, is that they can dish that racism out like nobody’s damn business.  However, they can’t take what they dish out at all.  These other minorities will be absolutely WICKED towards a black person.  However, let a damn white person discriminate against them, and they literally melt like the damn “Wicked Witch Of The West.”

WEAK.

From my personal experience, Asian women embody this to a damn tee.  Many of them are absolutely HATEFUL towards blacks.  Yet, the minute a white person discriminates against them, they are ready to slit their own damn wrists.  Weak as hell.  I remember one time when I was watching television several years back, there was this case of this Asian woman getting denied a dorm at Stanford University by this white woman, this Asian woman was balling out of damn control.  She was crying worst than “Pee-Wee Herman” did off of “Pee-Wee’s Big Adventure” when he lost his shiny red bike.  Crying her damn eyes out, because she had been discriminated against.  I was like “give me a damn break”.

As racist as many of them are to people who THEY feel are beneath them, they have some damn nerve.  Especially, Asian women.  They will dishonor your black ass for absolutely NO REASON at all solely because of the hue of your damn skin.  They know it’s the truth too.  Don’t even read this and try to deny it. Believe me, I have had to deal with that racist, “You have no honor because you are black”, bulls**t bigotry for over a decade. I know full-well how they get down; and believe me it ain’t changing no time soon either. That racism is passed down from parent to child in their culture.  They are as racist NOW, as they were then when I first came out here over 10 years ago.

They even had a running joke told by an Asian man that said: “You know you’re Asian when…” Answer: Your parents hate black people.

The funniest thing about it, is that the main people trying to act black out here are Asians. It’s hilarious.  The women are out here dressing like damn “Nikki Minaj” and the men out here are all trying to look like 50-Cent or Jason Derulo; rocking skinny jeans with their hats to the damn back.  It’s pure comedy.  They even call each other “nigga” for goodness sakes!!  Yet, they hate blacks with the damn fervor of a damn 18th Century Klansman.  I even heard a damn Asian man cranking up “N.W.A”, Niggaz-4-life.  I am thinking to myself, what in the hell does a damn Asian man know about N.W.A. for goodness sakes?  Non-blacks trip me out with their “APING” of black culture.   They love the culture, but hate the damn people.  Utterly Astonishing.

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Do As I Say, But Not As I Do? The Double Standards That Non-Blacks Have For Blacks When It Comes To Equal Treatment…

When it comes to fair treatment, let’s just be honest, blacks are the most discriminated against demographic in American Society–and the world, for that matter.  For some reason, nobody has a problem discriminating against blacks.  I have often wondered how so many people can be hateful towards blacks without so much as a damn tinge of the conscience.  It takes effort to be hateful towards people; as it is much easier, and much more natural, to be kind to people instead.

Many of these non-black groups who are racist against blacks act as if blacks should just sit back, shut the hell up, and take the mistreatment.  They must be crazy!  When I first came out to California, I was utterly ASTONISHED by all the hate that I received; because it was something that I never would have expected.  I wish someone would have told me this is the way things were, because I was caught totally unawares by all the HATE that I received from these other groups of people.

I always experienced SOME degree of racism when I lived in the South.  However, it was never all-encompassing as it was when I moved out west to Cali. Even though I met some racist white people in the South, I also met white people who were good as well.  In Cali; however, it got to the point where I was ingesting so much damn hatred from these other groups of people, that I completely shut down, and went totally into a damn depression.  I was in absolute disbelief that this was the world that I would have to live the rest of my life in.  A world, where you are completely DESPISED because of something that you had no control over.

The effects that all of that racism and hate had on me were tremendous.  I went from being a damn 4.0 College student to subsequently dropping completely out of school for a while due to depression.  It got to the point where I no longer knew what I wanted out of life anymore.  I saw all of my dreams fade away in my mind.  I began to develop severe stomach problems as well as terrible anxiety from race-related stress.  My life began to turn into a damn nightmare.  It took a whole helluva lot of strength to get back out  there again this hateful society, and keep pushing.  Especially, in light of the fact that most non-blacks were still racist as HELL towards blacks out here.

Honestly, and this is my personal opinion, I believe much of the racism from blacks towards other ethnic groups is REACTIONARY.  When I first came out here to California, I was awestruck by all of the damn diversity.  My first thought was NOT to go around being hateful to others simply because they were different from myself.  In fact, I envisioned that I would have friends from every ethnicity, as well as being exposed to a whole lot of different experiences as well.  However, much to my dismay, this is NOT what happened at all.  What I wound up finding out is that my black ass would be hated at every turn, and that I would wind up ISOLATED and ALONE.

The atmosphere out here in the Bay hasn’t really changed since I first moved out here.  Most of these other races are just as racist as they day I came out here in 1997.  When I first came out here, and for quite some time after that, I would simply sit back and TAKE the crap that these bigoted ass other races was dishing out to me.  I thought that I was being the bigger man by doing so.  Until, I began to realize that A.) It wasn’t going to stop.  B.) i was getting punked by doing so.  And C.) these other races didn’t give a damn one way or the other.  They could care less about the effect that it had on me, because to them, my black ass was DESERVING of the mistreatment simply due to me being a black man.

I grew tired of taking crap from people who were no better than what I was.  I got tired of APOLOGIZING for simply being a damn black man in their presence; as if I, myself, don’t have a right to EXIST.  I got tired of not saying a damn thing while Asians, Whites, Indians, Hispanics, and every damn body else would be racist towards me for no reason at all.  I didn’t do a damn thing to these people; and I knew that I was being treated unjustly.  Therefore, I began to RETALIATE.

There is no way in the world that a human being can constantly INGEST that much hate without it affecting him or her adversely.  Yet, black men are expected to do it, and shut the hell up about it. That’s the main reason why you have many niggas in this society who have gone completely insane.  It’s also another reason why so many black men in this society simply GIVE UP.  Everybody tries to make black men feel crazy for discussing the things that they go through that they KNOW to be true.  It will drive somebody CRAZY if they can’t find somebody to talk to.  In this society, RACE is the damn big elephant in the room that everybody knows exist, but NOBODY wants to talk about.

What trips me out is how SHOCKED many people are when you treat them EXACTLY like they TREAT YOU!   These other groups of people expect for blacks to sit back, shut hell up, and take being mistreated by them.  Not to mention, how many of these groups of people can’t even TAKE what the hell they dish out.  What surprised me the most being out here in California, is the SHEER number of other MINORITIES who are racist as hell towards blacks.

I was–and still am–catching pure hell from Asians, Hispanics, Indians, even Africans, for simply being a damn American Black man.  These are the same sycophantic minorities who turn and around CRY when a white person mistreats them.  Yet, they have no problem, none whatsodamnever, hating on blacks without reason.  Yet, when you treat them EXACTLY like they treat you, they want to sit back and cry foul?  They must be sniffing the purest form of Elmer’s glue that money can buy. I will never take their crap again without a rebuttal of some sort.  Damn that.

They need to know that it is NOT okay to discriminate against black people and get away with it.  The resistance from blacks has to be ongoing; a CONTINUUM.  This especially holds true for the American Black Man, because NOBODY feels like we should even be ENTITLED to the smallest bit of common courtesy.   People REALLY have no problem doling out the hatred towards niggas; which, is exactly why you have so many dysfunctional black men who exist out in society.  Many cats are literally going crazy out here trying to find ways to cope with all of that damn HATE.

I may not be able stop mofos from hating me.  However, I can definitely CHANGE how I choose to respond to it; and passivity in face of being humiliated is not the damn business. One thing that I have definitely learned is to NOT let some blatant act of bigotry go UNCHECKED; especially, if I am bothered by it.  I don’t give a damn what many of these non-blacks think; because the bulk of them are going to dislike you regardless simply because of the hue of your damn skin.  The reasons why they dislike blacks, in many cases, don’t have a damn thing to do with what’s right or wrong, but with what’s WHITE OR BLACK. They are the ones that are in the wrong; NOT ME.

That is all.

 

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What the hell do Many Asians have against Blacks??

This is a question that I have always pondered in my head.  Black people haven’t done a damn thing to Asians.  We never bombed their countries, nor oppressed these people. Yet, many Asians have a hatred for anything Black that would rival a damn 18th Century Klansman.

Strangely enough, many of these people don’t hold a damn thing against the very people that literally destroyed their countries–White people.  In fact, out of ALL groups of people, Asians are the most white-worshiping of them all!  What made me think about this fact, was going to the interview that I had today.  I had a technical interview at a company today for a programming position.

Now, this position was way outside of Oakland.  Therefore, I really didn’t want this job because of the sheer commute, and the expensive toll.  However, I went on and went simply because I made an obligation to do so.

I will say this, one thing is very clear to me living out here.  Blacks are literally HERDED into Oakland like cattle.  Outside of it, the beauty of California can REALLY be seen.  The place that I went to had people riding on Surfboards and everything else.  It was a beautiful place; and not a nigga could be seen for miles–No surprise there.

That’s how it is all over California.  Everyone else is welcomed to the finest things that California has to offer but BLACKS.  They are basically herded into the places that are the worst places to live.  If blacks DARE to branch out from their designated places of residence, they are basically HIT with those hateful vibes that are meant to make them feel uncomfortable and out of place.

Anyway, after getting lost trying to get to the place where the job was located, I went in to take the test.  I will say this though, I was surprised at how kind the white people were who worked there.  That was something that I DEFINITELY didn’t expect.

Well, I took the test, which was hard as hell by the way.  One thing that I have learned from going on all of these technical interviews, is that I have to literally cover all of my bases because I was hit with questions straight out of left-field that I had absolutely no clue about.

I will NEVER make that mistake again in the future.  Anyway, as I got up to leave the technical interview I saw this Asian dude, who upon seeing me, he just STARES at me in UTTER DISBELIEF and DISGUST.

I wasn’t treated like that by any of the white people in there–which, ironically, was exactly what I was expecting.  However, this fool felt it was his DUTY to show me that I didn’t belong in such a tech-heavy environment; as if it was only the domain of Asians and whites…Give me a damn break.  He looked Chinese, also.  However, it doesn’t really matter what nationality of Asian he was, because most Asians, regardless of ethnicity, feel EXACTLY the same way about blacks.

I’m telling you, these Asians are showing their damn true colors when it comes to black people and intelligence.  This fool was literally DISGUSTED and DUMBFOUNDED to see my black ass in the office.  This is not the first time that I have seen Asian men act like this either.  They seem to trip the hell out when they see that your black ass knows something.

Many of them will even move to try and OPPRESS you in an effort to destroy your ambition and drive.  I had that happen to me in a Java course I took earlier this year.  This Asian teacher was literally flipping the hell out upon seeing that I could program!!

You think white folks are bad?  They don’t have a damn thing on Asians.  The bulk of Asians, from my personal experiences, are just feckless, white-worshiping fools who hate any DAMN THING of a swarthy hue.  Many of them feel as if they are ABOVE all other people, and BELOW whites.  They see blacks only through the lens of stereotypes and have no DESIRE to see beyond them–at least, most of them don’t.

They practice a BLIND racism that has no rationale to it whatsoever.  Many of them BLINDLY worship white people; the men and the women do.  From my personal experiences with them, they are definitely a problem.  Especially, if THEY are the ones doing the damn hiring out here; as the Bay Area is EXTREMELY tech-heavy, and many of these companies are ran by Asians.

Non-blacks trip me the hell out.  These FOOLS are DYING to take the mantle of OPPRESSOR from the white man.  I don’t give a damn about the struggle of ANY of these other ethnic groups, as they have shown time and time again that they have NO PROBLEM WHATSOEVER attacking blacks.  They only want to side with blacks when whites turn on them.  However, any other time, they are constantly helping to oppress and oppose black people.  Yet, these FOOLS want us to help them with their struggle?  These mofos must be snorting the damn PUREST form of Elmer’s Glue that money can buy!

Blacks folks better hope these funky-breathed mofos NEVER take over the damn world, or black people are REALLY going to catch hell up under these cold-hearted mofos.

Africans better recognize fast, before it’s too late, to stop the immigration of Asians to their damn Continent.  Or they are going to end up being OPPRESSED in their own land all over again.

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