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Fickle Black Men…

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Yesterday, I read a comment on a video I made from a brother that used to be a subscriber of mine.  Now, this was a brother who used to be one of my biggest supporters on YouTube.  He would always make video responses to a lot of the videos that I made; which, I agreed with.  Anyway, I didn’t hear from this brother for a while, and then, out of nowhere, this nigga starts ripping into me out of nowhere with a comment that came completely out of left-field.

Needless to say, that I was offended as hell by the comment.  What I am trying to figure out, is what in hell is UP with black men and fickleness?  It seems like black men can’t support ANYONE for a long time without turning on them like a damn ravenous wolf.  Black people, are the only people that I have seen who turn on people for absolutely no reason whatsoever.  This fact holds true, especially, for black men.

It seems like with niggas, somebody is ALWAYS getting played out, and the minute they do, black men turn on them like hell.  They go from being an ally to a damn enemy with the quickness.  Fickleness in black men is the major reason why black men can’t work with each other; as it seems like black men ALWAYS come up with some reason not to support their fellow black man.

It’s happened to me more times than I can damn count; where I have had cats just turn on me out of nowhere…FOR ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WHATSOEVER.  I can’t stand fickle ass people; and the black community is RIFE with them.  Especially, when it comes to black men.  Hell, most niggas are more fickle than “Buddy Love” was on the damn Nutty Professor.  You never know what to expect from many of them, as many of them change-up on you faster than the late “Notorious B.I.G.” could down a gotdamn egg soufflé.

Pathetic.

That is all.

 

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When Women Have The ABSOLUTE Choice…

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Men die.

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Period.

One of the biggest travesties to ever happen to Western Society, in my opinion, was to give women absolute power in the mating game.  Western Society, is a society that caters almost completely to women; to the point where men aren’t even seen as human beings, but mere vessels put here to merely satisfy the whims and vagaries of the women in it.  The sad thing about it, is that most women want it to STAY that way.  It’s an imbalance that most women never seem to ever get sick of, and it’s an imbalance that will stay INTACT as long as Western Society still stands.

The reason being is because most men can NEVER compete with women in terms of desirability when it comes to the opposite sex; as women are FAR, FAR, more appealing to men, than men are to women.  Hell, the average woman can pull a damn man without even trying.  It may not be the one that they want, but they can get men rather easily.  Whereas men, if they aren’t gifted with stellar good looks, need some sort of external display of success to get any type of damn love from a woman.  It’s an imbalance that causes death and suicide in many men in this society; because without money or status, most men can NEVER hope to ever get love from a damn DECENT woman in this society.

Notice that I said DECENT right?  When I say decent, I am talking about the kind of woman that you can marry: Chaste, In good shape, with a pleasant personality.  These women drive a damn hard bargain in this society; regardless of what race you are as a man.  However, when you are a damn regualar black man, they don’t just drive a hard bargain, the bargain is such that it makes the average everyday black man look like “Will Smith” did on the damn movie “The Legend Of Bagger Vance”.

It’s so hard for a regular black man to get a woman who’s decent in this society, that many of them just completely give up trying, and just settle on a single lifestyle altogether.  Which, is EXACTLY what this society wants decent black men to do: waste way altogether. Most women, when they have the choice, try to go for the highest status male that they can possibly get; and many of them get dogged the hell out in the process of trying to find him.  Because black men occupy the lowest social rung in all society, women try to FORCIBLY consign black men to leftovers, knowing damn well that many of the black men that they try to force into a gotdamn nigga box are worthy of FAR,FAR, more than what they are trying to assign to them.

I can’t tell you how many times, I have had women who when they were at the peak of their game, try to snub me like I was the late “Corey Haim” off of “Lucas”, only to come at me like a damn ravenous wolf when they were dogged the hell out through their exploits of trying to find a damn big-baller.  The speed walking that I would see from women who thought that they were all that, slowed down to a damn snail’s pace when they felt like they had nothing to offer; as if I should have been ever so grateful to have their attention…Man, get the hell out of here!!

The thing that bothers me, as a black man, is the way women try to FORCE your ass to accept their worst, no matter how decent of a man you are, simply because they feel that’s all black men deserve.  If you are a black man, that refuses to do so, they will try to starve you out completely, and I mean WOMEN OF ALL RACES WILL DO THIS, in a effort to get you to break down to damn nothing and accept garbage.

Throughout my life, I have had to fight a damn constant battle of women trying to turn me into a simp, by being mean as hell toward me when they felt like they had it going on, to coming at me like a damn ravenous wolf when they had it going off.  That’s the story of the average black man.  It takes a lot of strength not to give in; as most women in this society try to turn black men into low-life beggars; who beg for things that men of other races, who have higher social status, get for nothing.

Western Society has no balance whatsoever; and the black community is even worst than the rest of society when it comes to the mating process.  Hell, most black men will NEVER know what it is to have a beautiful, high-quality black woman, and most have just given up trying; seeing as most of the black women who fall into this category are willing to give their all to men of other races, and black men their damn table scraps.  Most black men have just said the hell with it, and left American Society altodamngether to find mates, and I don’t blame them one damn bit either.

American Society, is a society that is just too damn imbalanced when it comes to the mating process.  Most women can never make up their damn mind as to what they want until they aren’t worth a damn themselves.  Women know that men have a hard time finding mates in this society, and play their gotdamn options to the fullest.  Hell, in this society, even a damn average woman thinks that she’s a dime-piece deserving of the finest of men…Pathetic.

The problem is that too damn many women think this way, to the point where they think that they can SNUB men who are TRULY on their level.  Most women have no clue as to what level they are on; because men pursue them regardless for sexual gratification.  Whereas, unless a man has money, or is extremely handsome, he will be largely IGNORED by all women until most women are so damn dogged out that their only hope is a damn good man.

Western Society, is a society, where men die all of the damn time from loneliness and grief; because they can’t get a damn single woman to love them.  Hell, in biblical times, most men were given wives for a dowry price, and I see why.  You give women the choice, and most men will become a bag of gotdamn bones waiting to be chosen.  If you lined up 25 women, and 25 men, almost ALL women will go after 1 guy, and leave the other 24 behind.

There is no balance and all, and many men in this society suffer for it.

Like I said, the worst travesty in this society, in my opinion, was giving women ABSOLUTE power in the mating game, because by doing so, most men will never know what it is to even experience love from a damn woman in America; as the women have far too many options, and the men have far too FEW of them. Therefore, the men have to take what the hell they can get in order to have companionship at all.

My advice to other men who may be reading this: in order to combat this rampant problem in American Society, you better make yourself into a damn island, one that isn’t dependent on anyone else for companionship but YOU.  Because, if you allow yourself to become solely dependent upon a woman for love, you will find yourself in a damn pine box.  Get strong in God so that he will help you overcome the feeling of loneliness through prayer and supplication; because women in this society are not right in the damn head, and if you follow them, you won’t be right in the damn head either.

That is all.

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Nobody Gives A Damn About Black Boys!!

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One day when I was browsing this message board, I came across a post where there was some type of program to get more black females into Silicon Valley.  This program was about starting mentorships to get more black females into computer programming.  As I read this article, a surge of anger surged through me; as it seems like there is always some type of damn program to help out the, seemingly, super-oppressed black woman, and the under-privileged black girl.

As much as many black women are LOATHED to admit, there are tons upon damn TONS of programs out here that are geared to help out black women and black girls; while there isn’t a damn thing whatsoever out here to help out black boys, and black men.  When black women fall down, they have tons of support from society to help them get back on their feet.  However, when black men get in trouble, or have ANY type of difficulty out here, they are TRULY on their damn own; without an ounce of damn sympathy from anyone. Hell, not even most black women really care about what happens to black men out here.

When I go outside out here in Oakland, that’s all I damn see is black men sleeping on park benches everywhere.  Yet, I can’t even tell you the last damn time I’ve seen a black woman HOMELESS anywhere.  Not saying that I would want that to be the case, because I don’t. However, they have all types of support from the damn government, as well as other people to keep them from even having to go that route.

I always hear black women talking about how hard they got because they are black and a damn woman, and all of that mess.  However, in reality, it’s because they are black and a damn WOMAN, that they are shielded from many of the things that black men have to face out here.  As much as a lot of black women are loathed to admit, they are NOT the most oppressed demographic in American Society.  Black MEN are, and they have always been.

Hell, the biggest complaint that I hear coming from many black women out here is when it comes to the dating arena; and even then they are basically talking about who white men are primarily choosing for marriage. Many of them could care less about what brothers want in this day and time.  However, I don’t hear many of them complaining about employment, or anything else.  Well, until now, that is; but that’s just because all of America is facing unemployment issues.

The only thing that I know, is that every time I go out here to a place of business, if there is a black person working at the place, it is almost ALWAYS a black woman; with hardly no black man in sight.  They benefit GREATLY from the minority double-quota.  While, at the same time, it’s easier to get a camel through they eye of a damn threading needle, than it is for a nigga to find a nice job out here where I live.  In many cases, black men have to basically look into entrepreneurship, or take jobs BELOW their skill-level to even have a damn job period.

There seems to be never-ending shows, documentaries, movies, and every damn thing else that is meant to boost the self-confidence of black women.  Hell, look at that show: “Black Girls Rock” for goodness sakes!!

This show did nothing but shed light on the achievements of black women.  Which, I don’t have a problem with.  However, how in the hell would many black women feel if black men had a show called “Black Men Rock!”?  Something tells me, they would complain about it, and throw shade all over the damn show, just like many of them did with the “Million Man March”.  Truth be told, I don’t really think that many black women want black men to, truly, get their stuff together.  I think that a lot of black women feel kind of smug in the belief of many black men being DYSFUNCTIONAL; as it gives THEM somebody to look down on.

Not to mention, to be so damn “OPPRESSED”, black women sure as hell have a VOICE in the media; something that black men have NEVER had.  Everybody tunes in when black women voice their damn concerns, while the voices of black men are damn near MUTED in the media.

I also notice that when it comes to doing ANYTHING for the black community, black women ALWAYS put GENDER before race; as if young black boys don’t need help also. There is something in many black women that causes them to not give a damn about their sons; which is one of the major reasons why many black boys fall off of the bus in the first place.  Hell, with the way that many black women talk, you’d think that they were a bunch of damn Amazons who’s only purpose for a man in life is to create more daughters; as many of them don’t seem to give a damn about their sons at all. Then, when these same boys grow up to be failures, or turn to a life of crime, they join in with larger society with their complaints about black men.  Sometimes, with the way many black women talk, you’d think they were an entirely different ethnic group from black men.  Hell, with the way many of them talk, you’d think you was talking to damn Klan members; due to the way many of them dog out black men so badly.

Even Oprah Winfrey made a school for black girls ONLY.  I am like damn Oprah? What about black boys? How on earth can you have a functional community when you are trying to NEGLECT the entire male gender of your race?  As much as I hate to say it, I don’t see women of other races blatantly trying to leave their men out like black women do.  It just shows a pure HATE for black manhood, in general.

Black boys, and even black men, don’t really HAVE any type of real support group out here; and that’s the truth.  In the way of role-models, many black women can look up to their MOTHERS–even if they ARE dysfunctional, at times–on how to be a woman.  They can look up to the achievements of their MOTHERS when it comes to going out here and getting theirs.  Whereas, black boys, have no damn body to look up to; and in many cases, the streets become their fathers.

It really shows the type of disdain that many black women hold for their male offspring, as well as male counterparts, in general.  Not to mention, that it seems like they COMPETE with black men in damn near everything that they do.  From dating out, to jobs, to who is the most desired, to has it the easiest in this society, it seems like many of them are competing against black men; instead of looking to work with us.  It’s not true of all of them.  However, it is definitely true for a sizable portion of them.

I also fault many black men as well, because in all actuality, many black men haven’t really been there for black boys either.  Having a black male role-model is CRUCIAL to the upliftment of black boys.  I know one thing, if I never would have come across a black man who was a Computer programmer, it is VERY doubtful that I would have went that route. Hell, I wouldn’t have known that it was possible.  I thank God every day that I came across the man I did, because it gave me a goal in life to aspire to.

Because of me seeing another black man get a degree in Computer Science, I went on and got one.  Many black men don’t have the advantage of seeing that.  However, one thing that I do know, is that after I got into computers, every black man that I know got into them with a damn passion; all from seeing one of their own do it.

That’s why black men HAVE to start support groups for black men and boys; as nobody cares about us LIKE us.  It’s for certain, that the bulk of our women don’t.  I’m sorry, but it’s true.  It’s time for black men to start taking OUR OWN concerns seriously; as nobody understands what black men have to face more than other black men do.  Quiet as kept, many black women don’t really understand–nor, do they really care–about what black men have to face.

I find it completely unfair that black women can have the freedom to care ONLY about black women, while black men have to care about the entire black community; when it’s black men doing the worst out here.  I don’t want to hear black women complain when black men create programs ONLY for black men; as they have been doing things like that ONLY for black women, for damn eons.

It’s time for black men to start taking their OWN concerns seriously.

That is all.

 

 

 

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The Extreme Racism Of Many Asian Women In California…

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I don’t know about other parts of the country, but there are many, MANY, Asians that live out here in the Bay.  In fact, the Bay Area, California, has one of the largest populations of Asians in the whole United States.  In fact, where I came from, there weren’t hardly any Asians at all on the East Coast; back then, anyway.  Hell, I had only see maybe a few in my lifetime, and they were nice people, from what I remembered.

However, when I came to live in the Bay Area, the Asians that I dealt with out here were a completely different story entirely.  The Bay Area is a very specious place.  People are always talking about how “liberal” Bay Area is.  However, once you stay out here for any length of time, you’ll begin to realize that the Bay Area is absolutely NOTHING but a damn liberal lie.  I originally came from the South, and even though I DID experience racism, it was NOTHING like the crap that I experienced here.

You’d think that with the Bay Area being one of the most “diverse” places in the country, that it would be completely different; however, it was just the opposite.  Hands down, the Bay Area, California has got to be one of the most RACIST places that I have ever lived. The denizens of the Bay Area practice some sort of Caste system that would rival damn 15th Century Jolly Old England.  Out here, Whites are at the top, everyone else is in the middle, and blacks are at the absolute bottom; especially black American men.  The people out here want it to STAY that way also.  Any attempts on the part of blacks, and especially black men, to pull themselves up out of their  beleaguered position is met with stiff opposition from all sides, and all races.

Back where I lived, I NEVER felt the same type of class racism that I have out here. Everybody is in on it.  From Whites, to Asians, to everyone else in-between.  Although I have experienced racism from damn near every angle out here, the absolute WORST proponents of racism that I have EVER experienced is none other than Asian women. From my personal experiences, Asians are pretty racist in general, whether they be the men or the women.  However, the women are just on an entirely different level from any group of people that I had the displeasure of dealing with.  Hell, at least I can say that I had some good experiences with Asian men.

In fact, one of my colleagues from the University that I graduated from was an Asian guy. However, when it comes to the women, I can’t think of one damn good experience that I had out here…Not one.  They were almost ALL bad; and when I say bad, I mean that they were bad as hell.  I have never seen a group of people who could be so damn EVIL as Asian women could be.  What also trips me out about many Asian women, is that their racism is CALCULATED, they know WHO, and WHO NOT, to be racist towards, which makes it all the more worse.

And when I say racist, I am not talking about in terms of dating either.  I am talking about IN GENERAL.  I could care less if their biggest goal in life is to have a damn white man’s baby.  I am talking about the way that they treat other people PERIOD is a damn problem to me.  They have to make it a damn practice to dishonor you in any subtle way that they can.  ESPECIALLY, if you are a black man.  Sometimes, I am absolutely ASTONISHED at the amount of effort that people put into being BIGOTS.  Yet, these same people probably see themselves as “good” people.  You can’t be a damn good person if you mistreat people for no damn reason; and that goes for anybody of ANY race.  In spite of my views on things, I don’t go around mistreating ANYONE for no reason.

Like I said before, I have dealt with disrespect from everybody of EVERY race out here. However, hands down, they are the WORST that I have EVER dealt with.  That’s why I laugh when I hear niggas extolling the virtues of these women.  I am thinking to myself, you have got to be joking bruh.  These cats must have NEVER had the damn displeasure of being around a bunch of them.  From my personal experiences with Asian women, many of them are white-worshiping fools who will engage in anti-black bigotry to bond with their white guy. They have such a damn aversion for dark-skin that out here in the Bay, that I see Asian women walking around with damn umbrellas on the sunniest of days, with sun-visors to match.  Pathetic.

To them every black man is bad SOLELY because he is black, and every white man is good SOLELY because he is white.  Honestly, most Asians, in general, think like this.  Hell, don’t think that I am letting the Asian man off of the damn hook, because in terms of being racist, many of them aren’t that far behind their racist women.  I am sure as hell not saying this stuff because I actually care about the plight of the Asian man; because they sure as hell don’t care about yours as a black man.  In fact, many of them feel like you DESERVE to be discriminated against.  Hell, many Asians see themselves as “honorary whites”: both men and women, and they act accordingly.

People think that black folks aren’t observing them.  Nah, we are OBSERVING you just like you are FOREVER observing us.  We are well-aware of your pathologies, just like you all are of ours.  What trips me out about many of these “other” minorities, and white folks as well, is that they can dish that racism out like nobody’s damn business.  However, they can’t take what they dish out at all.  These other minorities will be absolutely WICKED towards a black person.  However, let a damn white person discriminate against them, and they literally melt like the damn “Wicked Witch Of The West.”

WEAK.

From my personal experience, Asian women embody this to a damn tee.  Many of them are absolutely HATEFUL towards blacks.  Yet, the minute a white person discriminates against them, they are ready to slit their own damn wrists.  Weak as hell.  I remember one time when I was watching television several years back, there was this case of this Asian woman getting denied a dorm at Stanford University by this white woman, this Asian woman was balling out of damn control.  She was crying worst than “Pee-Wee Herman” did off of “Pee-Wee’s Big Adventure” when he lost his shiny red bike.  Crying her damn eyes out, because she had been discriminated against.  I was like “give me a damn break”.

As racist as many of them are to people who THEY feel are beneath them, they have some damn nerve.  Especially, Asian women.  They will dishonor your black ass for absolutely NO REASON at all solely because of the hue of your damn skin.  They know it’s the truth too.  Don’t even read this and try to deny it. Believe me, I have had to deal with that racist, “You have no honor because you are black”, bulls**t bigotry for over a decade. I know full-well how they get down; and believe me it ain’t changing no time soon either. That racism is passed down from parent to child in their culture.  They are as racist NOW, as they were then when I first came out here over 10 years ago.

They even had a running joke told by an Asian man that said: “You know you’re Asian when…” Answer: Your parents hate black people.

The funniest thing about it, is that the main people trying to act black out here are Asians. It’s hilarious.  The women are out here dressing like damn “Nikki Minaj” and the men out here are all trying to look like 50-Cent or Jason Derulo; rocking skinny jeans with their hats to the damn back.  It’s pure comedy.  They even call each other “nigga” for goodness sakes!!  Yet, they hate blacks with the damn fervor of a damn 18th Century Klansman.  I even heard a damn Asian man cranking up “N.W.A”, Niggaz-4-life.  I am thinking to myself, what in the hell does a damn Asian man know about N.W.A. for goodness sakes?  Non-blacks trip me out with their “APING” of black culture.   They love the culture, but hate the damn people.  Utterly Astonishing.

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Why Are Decent Black Men Judged To The Absolute Highest Standards??

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I remember one time on Youtube, a brother named PhilxEulogyx made a video response to a video that I made, and this brother said something that was very poignant.  I really can’t quote it word for word.  However, he asked a very important question.  He was wondering why, in spite of all the obstacles in black men’s way, why are black men judged to the ABSOLUTE HIGHEST STANDARD of all men in American Society?  Hell, if a black man isn’t walking around looking like a damn Boris Kudjoe clone, then to most women, he is seen as worthless.  The only way he can compensate for this fact, is if he takes on a thug persona.  Or, have a lot of money.

I’m just going to keep it real, as black men we are ALWAYS being criticized by people for things that are FORGIVEN when it comes to other groups of men.  Hell, even women who don’t even DATE black men, have the nerve to chime in–with commentary that’s usually negative–when it comes to anything about black men.  I have been a victim of this crap my entire life.  You can’t do a damn thing without somebody having something to say about it; especially women.

Black men, as a whole, have far more obstacles in their way when it comes to attaining ANYTHING in this society.  Everybody knows this.  Yet, we are judged the HARSHEST by all groups of women.  We have to start way behind the starting line, practically in the damn bleachers.  Yet, other groups of men, whose backgrounds are far more privileged than our own, are given far more breaks in the way of flaws than black men are.

It’s like when it comes to every other group of men, women look for what’s RIGHT about you, before they look for what’s WRONG about you.  Yet, when it comes to black men, it’s the exact damn opposite.  Women look for what’s WRONG about you before they look for what’s RIGHT about you.  In fact, from my personal experience, when a woman comes across a black man who looks as if he has his stuff together, they will literally try to tear him the hell down so they won’t have to consider his black ass as a suitor.  Women of all races do this; including Black women.  They will fight that attraction to the damn bitter end. When it comes to other men; however, they just go with the flow.

If there is one thing, ANYTHING, wrong with your black ass, you are disqualified.  Yet, other men can be flawed as hell, and women will give them chance after damn chance.  Hell, in many cases, irregardless of how many bad encounters that they have had with other men, they STILL won’t view them negatively as a whole.  Yet, black men are viewed that way from the damn jump-street.

I saw and experienced this with my own eyes.  You always have to be 10 times better than everyone else; and that stuff can become EXHAUSTING.  Especially, when you are doing the best you can do.  If you do one thing wrong, you are GONE.  Whether people want to admit it or not–and obviously, most people DON’T–there is a major RACE FACTOR involved in regards to the dating and mating selections that take place in this society.

Women who seek white men in this society are awarded with praise and approval.  Yet, women who like black men in this society are the victims of scorn, disapproval, and derision.  Hell, other women look at my wife with absolute ASTONISHMENT for being with me; and she’s a damn black woman!!  They do it because she is very attractive and in her prime.  Nobody, and I do mean NOBODY feels as if AVERAGE black men deserve such women…Black, or non-black.  I bet you if my ass was a dusty-looking white, or non-black man, they wouldn’t say a damn word in protest.  They’d be silent as a damn thief in the night.  In fact, they’d probably give my wife a sympathizing nod of approval, because, we all know, “That niggas ain’t worth damn!” Give me a break.

People want to make it seem like women are just INNATELY drawn to white men; as if there isn’t some form of societal pressure to do so; when deep down inside, these women know that saying anything good about a black man would carry a damn serious penalty; culturally, as well as socially. The thing about it, many women can see that you are a good man, but they will ignore it and act like they don’t see it simply because you ARE a black man.  Thus, what happens, is you have women of ALL NATIONALITIES who practically throw themselves at white men, as a result.  Then, you have tons of these OLD, USED UP ASS WOMEN, who are in their 40′s and 50′s, many of whom have been passed around like a blunt all of their lives by white and non-black men, all of a sudden, develop a THING for black men.  They must be crazy.  Any nigga who accepts that deal is a fool.

White men are practically filled to the damn brim with a smorgasbard of ass coming at them from every conceivable angle; as they are the only VIABLE option for all women, black and non-black alike, that are all around PERMISSIBLE.  Most other women of color come from racist cultures that are stratified by caste and white-worship.  Another colored man simply won’t do; especially if that man is even DARKER than they are.  Therefore, due to their own personal prejudices, self-loathing, and cultural constraints, for many of them, it’s either their men, or white men.

With white women, no other group of men can really give them the lifestyle that they want to live EXCEPT white men, so the white man is their ONLY choice. With black women, many of them hold a marked disdain for their own men, and other men of color are racist as hell towards anything of a swarthy hue–besides sex, that is–so their only hope for marriage outside of, so-called, loser black men, is a damn white man.   All these things contribute to white men being the most desired by women of every race.

Another thing that I have also experienced, and STILL go through, is the harsh criticism of black men by women of EVERY RACE.  What I find to be astonishing is that the harshest criticism seems to be reserved for the black men who are actually TRYING to forge themselves a path in this damn racist society THE RIGHT WAY; while the black men who don’t give a damn about life, or anything else, are REWARDED with a smorgasbord of ass coming at them from every conceivable angle.

Hell, I go outside every day, with my pants on my waist, shirts tucked in, a decent and presentable guy, and I am treated no better than a damn nigga on the street corner.  I can’t even go around black women period out here without seeing them cackling like damn wild hyenas, hearing them talk about me like a dog, or seeing them avoid me like the plague; and if you saw me, and the way that I carried myself, you’d be AMAZED that I got the kind of reactions that I did.  I look absolutely NOTHING like a thug; and I don’t look like a nerd either.  Other women are no better; as it seems that most of them have it engraved in their damn DNA that every nigga wants to jump their bones. Therefore, they pull the same avoidance routines as black women at the sight of a REGULAR black man.  At least that’s how it is out here where I live.

The life of a “Good” black man who tries to live an upstanding life is very difficult; which is one of the main reasons why no black man wants to be one.

Quiet as kept, most people in this society don’t see, nor do they want to see, ANY black men, that are among the LIVING, as good.  To most people, especially, black women, the only “GOOD” black man is a dead one, because none of them exist in the real world–save friends and family.  At least none of them who can fit their high-ass standards and expectations, anyway.  To most women in this society, a black man is only “GOOD” if his black ass doesn’t have a heterosexual heartbeat; meaning he has to be totally passive when it comes to women–I.E. Gay.  Or, he is old as hell.

For men of other nationalities , being masculine is ENCOURAGED; to the point where many of them are damn near stupendous in their macho behavior–I.E. Italians.  It’s ENCOURAGED for non-black men to be masculine, while for black men, it’s DISCOURAGED.  That’s one of the main reasons why you have so many feminine black men these days.

From the looks of things, many black men in America have completely given up on trying to be masculine men; because nobody really wants to see it.  Hell, the only time many black women seem to ENDORSE masculinity in a black man is if you are the one that they want to be with. Otherwise, many of them would prefer it if all black men were gay; if for no other reason than them not having to worry about YOU EVER APPROACHING THEM.

Being manly men is simply not encouraged in the black community.  Many black men see it as being far easier, as well as socially acceptable, to be sweeter than “Hollywood” off of the movie “Mannequin”; and this society, as well as black women, REWARD them for it with high-paying jobs, as well as some degree of social acceptance.  I see far more black, as well as non-black, women being supportive and friendly towards black men that are GAY, than black men that are STRAIGHT.  A black man that is STRAIGHT is looked at with fear and suspicion by many women.

The bottom line: Black men are judged to the highest standards by all women, for one reason, and one reason alone: because they are trying cast you out of their dating pool as a potential suitor.  Only the black men who are among the twenty-percenter’s, will be able to avoid most of the problems that I have mentioned.  Black men are the only men that I see who are CONSTANTLY having to re-invent themselves like the damn wheel.  They can never be themselves.  This whole society, should give every black man in America a damn Academy Award; because they are always acting for someone else’s entertainment. A black man’s personality be damned, because most women in this society could care less about your personality; because many of them won’t even give you a chance to show it.  It’s funny how people see black men every day, including black women, but we are a damn enigma to people; because most people don’t know a damn thing about us at all. They just THINK they do.

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The Troy Davis Execution…Black Men’s Lives Don’t Mean A Damn Thing In America.

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The execution of Troy Davis sparked a controversy nationwide in regards to the death penalty.  This man, who they found no damning evidence against, was put to death for a crime that he probably didn’t even commit. This is a situation that happens all too frequently when it comes to black men and the penal system.

Troy Davis’s execution drives home one important fact: Black Men’s lives don’t mean a damn thing in America.  Whether it’s death by cops, racist bigots, or other misguided black men, black men’s lives are seen as worthless and valueless as a tall glass of Slim Fast would be to Gaborey Sidibe.  Niggas are always dying in America.  Black men’s lives have been so trivialized in American Society that no one even bats an eye when a black man dies.  That’s how badly black men have been dehumanized.

Hell, black men’s lives don’t even mean anything to each other; as the leading cause of death for black men in America is at the hands of other black males.  I remember a while ago, when I first moved to Oakland, I heard on the news about a black man in East Oakland who was killed over a damn double-cheeseburger.  Can you believe that?   This nigga lost the breath of life over a damn DOUBLE-CHEESEBURGER!!!  That is pure insanity.

A piece of fast-food is of more value than a black man’s soul.  That’s a damn shame. When I was younger, the injustices that happened to us black men used to bother me deeply; as I never was even aware of how racist this society was until I moved to Oakland.  I lived in a pretty small city in the South, where the worst thing that you had to worry about was some white person calling you the N-word; and although there were plenty of racist bigots in the South where I lived, they stayed on their side of the fence, and blacks stayed on theirs.  I really didn’t worry too much about race where I came from.  Not to mention, blacks were doing pretty good where I lived.  There were plenty of black suburbs back where I came from.

My encounters with whites in the South were both good and bad; and even though I did have bad encounters with whites, I also had good ones as well.  Shockingly enough, I had far less racial encounters in the South where I lived than I ever had here in the damn West. The Bay Area, in my personal opinion, is given a reputation that it isn’t deserving of.  For one, it’s not LIBERAL at all; especially when it comes to blacks.

Hell, I have had encounters out here that were so racist that they’d make the late “Nathan Bedford Forrest” blush.  I have never seen black men treated in such a criminal matter ON A CONSTANT BASIS.  Hell, the mere sight of a nigga out here causes people to pat their damn pockets; and this is even if you are wearing a three-piece suit for goodness sakes!! Women scurrying to and fro, at the mere sight of an average black man is the order of the day out here.  Unless you are balling out of control, or catch their eye, you may as well get used to it; because those are the only two times that they will slow their roll for your ass.

It was like somebody opened a damn Pandora’s Box in my face; as I was seeing things that literally had me in shock.  I remember one time I saw a case where this cop threw this young black male on the hood of a squad car, IN FRONT OF HIS FATHER.  This cop picked up this helpless young black man, who was already in handcuffs, and slammed him on the hood of the squad car hard as hell.  Then, to add insult to injury, this mofo punched the young black teen in the damn face!  I just broke down and cried.  I couldn’t believe that this was the world that I had to live in.

Afterward, I went online to read people’s thoughts about the incident, and the comments from non-blacks were laced FULL OF HATE for the young black boy; who couldn’t have been no older than 15 or 16 years old.  There was no compassion whatsoever for the young boy. Seeing things like that, combined with all the damn HATE that I was getting from every angle, caused me to become, somewhat, paranoid.  I began to feel like everybody, and everything, was out for my life in this damn society.  I would look in people’s faces and see nothing but HATE being eschewed forth in my direction CONSTANTLY.

The times where I saw a genuine smile coming in direction from ANYONE were few. That’s all I saw were frowns, mean-mugs, and looks of disgust coming my way from Whites, non-blacks, and black women.  It got the point where I didn’t even want to come outside of my front-door.  Hell, I didn’t even check the mailbox where I lived for almost 2 damn years!  I got tired of seeing hate being thrown in my direction.  I got tired of being treated like a damn criminal; when I never committed a crime in my entire life.

It got to the point where I began to lose my personality, and all of the things about me that made me who I was.  I no longer saw myself as an individual, but an amorphous glob.   I call that period “The Breaking Down Of The Black Male” period.  It starts from the time you are a young man, and many black men don’t make it out of this period without experiencing some form of psychological damage.  I went from being a confident young man, full of hopes and aspirations, to a diffident individual who felt like his life wasn’t worth a damn.  I also started to become very sick by this time due to race-related stress.

As a  black man, what trips you out the most, is that the more you show that you are unaffected by the barbs that this society throws your way, the more people try to ATTACK you even more.  Regardless of how much I was hurting internally, and mentally, I NEVER showed it.  As a result of that, people tried to even harder to get my black ass to break.  Yet, they were unsuccessful.  However, one thing that all the hate in this society did take away from me, was the altruistic vision that I had of people, and the optimistic view of the world that I once held when I was a young man.  I will NEVER be able to get that back again; not after all of that hateful crap that I have seen and experienced in my life.

Nobody, and I do mean NOBODY, understands what goes through a black man’s minds living in this hateful ass society where YOU are the target.  Black women, as much as they think they do, they don’t understand either.  For some reason, they feel like they got it harder than they us, yet, they PREVAIL.  Nothing could be further from the damn truth.  I have seen it with my own eyes, this society is FAR EASIER on black women than it is on black men; and deep down inside, black women know it too.  They say that they have it harder because it would take away from claims of their, supposed, superiority, to black men if they admitted that black men go through a helluva more than what they do.  When is the last time you heard of black women being shot down like a rabid dog by cops?  I can’t even remember the last time I heard of a black woman being shot down by law enforcement.

They get hired for jobs before black men do because they fill a damn double quota.  Hell, in fact, it seems like the only complaints that black women hold is being seen as equal to the white woman when it comes to dating in this society.  Yet, they have it so hard…I don’t think so.

Hell, black men carry the racial guillotine for the entire black race.  Black men have to literally go outside every day with the worry that he may not come back home alive; as there are so many threats to a black man’s life out here that it is absolutely unbelievable. The lives of black men are always hanging in the balance before their very eyes. Because, to this society, a black man’s life has no value.  Therefore no one has a damn problem when it comes to TAKING it; just like they took the innocent life of Troy Davis.

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Do As I Say, But Not As I Do? The Double Standards That Non-Blacks Have For Blacks When It Comes To Equal Treatment…

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When it comes to fair treatment, let’s just be honest, blacks are the most discriminated against demographic in American Society–and the world, for that matter.  For some reason, nobody has a problem discriminating against blacks.  I have often wondered how so many people can be hateful towards blacks without so much as a damn tinge of the conscience.  It takes effort to be hateful towards people; as it is much easier, and much more natural, to be kind to people instead.

Many of these non-black groups who are racist against blacks act as if blacks should just sit back, shut the hell up, and take the mistreatment.  They must be crazy!  When I first came out to California, I was utterly ASTONISHED by all the hate that I received; because it was something that I never would have expected.  I wish someone would have told me this is the way things were, because I was caught totally unawares by all the HATE that I received from these other groups of people.

I always experienced SOME degree of racism when I lived in the South.  However, it was never all-encompassing as it was when I moved out west to Cali. Even though I met some racist white people in the South, I also met white people who were good as well.  In Cali; however, it got to the point where I was ingesting so much damn hatred from these other groups of people, that I completely shut down, and went totally into a damn depression.  I was in absolute disbelief that this was the world that I would have to live the rest of my life in.  A world, where you are completely DESPISED because of something that you had no control over.

The effects that all of that racism and hate had on me were tremendous.  I went from being a damn 4.0 College student to subsequently dropping completely out of school for a while due to depression.  It got to the point where I no longer knew what I wanted out of life anymore.  I saw all of my dreams fade away in my mind.  I began to develop severe stomach problems as well as terrible anxiety from race-related stress.  My life began to turn into a damn nightmare.  It took a whole helluva lot of strength to get back out  there again this hateful society, and keep pushing.  Especially, in light of the fact that most non-blacks were still racist as HELL towards blacks out here.

Honestly, and this is my personal opinion, I believe much of the racism from blacks towards other ethnic groups is REACTIONARY.  When I first came out here to California, I was awestruck by all of the damn diversity.  My first thought was NOT to go around being hateful to others simply because they were different from myself.  In fact, I envisioned that I would have friends from every ethnicity, as well as being exposed to a whole lot of different experiences as well.  However, much to my dismay, this is NOT what happened at all.  What I wound up finding out is that my black ass would be hated at every turn, and that I would wind up ISOLATED and ALONE.

The atmosphere out here in the Bay hasn’t really changed since I first moved out here.  Most of these other races are just as racist as they day I came out here in 1997.  When I first came out here, and for quite some time after that, I would simply sit back and TAKE the crap that these bigoted ass other races was dishing out to me.  I thought that I was being the bigger man by doing so.  Until, I began to realize that A.) It wasn’t going to stop.  B.) i was getting punked by doing so.  And C.) these other races didn’t give a damn one way or the other.  They could care less about the effect that it had on me, because to them, my black ass was DESERVING of the mistreatment simply due to me being a black man.

I grew tired of taking crap from people who were no better than what I was.  I got tired of APOLOGIZING for simply being a damn black man in their presence; as if I, myself, don’t have a right to EXIST.  I got tired of not saying a damn thing while Asians, Whites, Indians, Hispanics, and every damn body else would be racist towards me for no reason at all.  I didn’t do a damn thing to these people; and I knew that I was being treated unjustly.  Therefore, I began to RETALIATE.

There is no way in the world that a human being can constantly INGEST that much hate without it affecting him or her adversely.  Yet, black men are expected to do it, and shut the hell up about it. That’s the main reason why you have many niggas in this society who have gone completely insane.  It’s also another reason why so many black men in this society simply GIVE UP.  Everybody tries to make black men feel crazy for discussing the things that they go through that they KNOW to be true.  It will drive somebody CRAZY if they can’t find somebody to talk to.  In this society, RACE is the damn big elephant in the room that everybody knows exist, but NOBODY wants to talk about.

What trips me out is how SHOCKED many people are when you treat them EXACTLY like they TREAT YOU!   These other groups of people expect for blacks to sit back, shut hell up, and take being mistreated by them.  Not to mention, how many of these groups of people can’t even TAKE what the hell they dish out.  What surprised me the most being out here in California, is the SHEER number of other MINORITIES who are racist as hell towards blacks.

I was–and still am–catching pure hell from Asians, Hispanics, Indians, even Africans, for simply being a damn American Black man.  These are the same sycophantic minorities who turn and around CRY when a white person mistreats them.  Yet, they have no problem, none whatsodamnever, hating on blacks without reason.  Yet, when you treat them EXACTLY like they treat you, they want to sit back and cry foul?  They must be sniffing the purest form of Elmer’s glue that money can buy. I will never take their crap again without a rebuttal of some sort.  Damn that.

They need to know that it is NOT okay to discriminate against black people and get away with it.  The resistance from blacks has to be ongoing; a CONTINUUM.  This especially holds true for the American Black Man, because NOBODY feels like we should even be ENTITLED to the smallest bit of common courtesy.   People REALLY have no problem doling out the hatred towards niggas; which, is exactly why you have so many dysfunctional black men who exist out in society.  Many cats are literally going crazy out here trying to find ways to cope with all of that damn HATE.

I may not be able stop mofos from hating me.  However, I can definitely CHANGE how I choose to respond to it; and passivity in face of being humiliated is not the damn business. One thing that I have definitely learned is to NOT let some blatant act of bigotry go UNCHECKED; especially, if I am bothered by it.  I don’t give a damn what many of these non-blacks think; because the bulk of them are going to dislike you regardless simply because of the hue of your damn skin.  The reasons why they dislike blacks, in many cases, don’t have a damn thing to do with what’s right or wrong, but with what’s WHITE OR BLACK. They are the ones that are in the wrong; NOT ME.

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Many Non-Black Men Measure Their Manhood By Besting Black Men.

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The match between Victor Ortiz and Floyd Mayweather Jr. this past Saturday night stirred a lot of emotions.  In many people, particularly Non-Blacks, it stirred anger to the point of rage; simply because Floyd Mayweather seems to be a man that no one can seem to figure out how to beat.  Floyd Mayweather is a America’s worst nightmare: A young, RICH, black man who is confident as hell to the point of cockiness.  This society HATES seeing black men who are this way.  It screws with the racial hierarchy in the minds of many people.

Don’t get me wrong, a lot of the things that Floyd does, I don’t agree with at all.  Although his antics are annoying as hell, the reason for people’s hatred of him has gone above and beyond his, perceived, antics.  These people hate Floyd for the same reason why they hated Jack Johnson, Muhammad Ali, and Roy Jones Jr.  They hate him because he is a black man who’s UNBROKEN.  One thing that I have learned from being a black man in America, is that people HATE, and I do mean HATE, to see a black man who is CONFIDENT.  It eats people the hell up to see black men walking with their head up high with their confident swagger.  People will stop at NOTHING to bring black men who are like this the hell down.

The amount of hate that this man is generating from non-blacks is utterly insane.  You have got many non-blacks literally PRAYING for this nigga’s downfall.  You have got strategists all over the damn internet trying to come up with blueprints on how to defeat Floyd Mayweather Jr.  They sure as hell aren’t coming up with blueprints on how to defeat Manny Pacquaio.  Hell, in fact, you have whites, Mexicans, and Asians alike, who see Manny Pacquaio as their damn saving grace as far as besting the black brute.

I have never seen a man generate so much hate in people.  It’s become an obsession of many non-blacks to best this nigga; and the reason being is because Floyd Mayweather is one of our last great black champions.  Like I have said before, a million times, is that boxing, as well as other combat sports, are all SYMBOLIC.

Many non-black men, whether they admit it, or not, are intimidated by black men, and many of them feel EMPOWERED when they see a non-black man kick a black man’s ass in ANYTHING; especially fighting.  Other non-black men can fight and defeat each other all the time in sports, or any other type of competition, and there is hardly any animosity between the two afterward.  However, every time a non-black man has to go up against a black man, in anything, it seems, all of sudden, everything takes on a whole new meaning.  It’s no longer friendly competition, it becomes war.

I have experienced this before.  These mofos start competing as if the lives of their damn mommas were threatened.  Many of these mofos will stop at NOTHING to come in ahead of you.  If they feel like you are rising above them, many non-black men can become ugly as hell in their behavior towards you.  In fact, many of them become outright HOSTILE.  It seems to be some unwritten rule that seems to be embedded in all non-black men when it comes to black men.

Whether many of them want to admit it or not, black men are ALWAYS on their mind.  The only time many of them will leave black men the hell alone is when you are so downtrodden, emasculated, and broken that you are no longer a threat to them in any way whatsoever.  I have never seen any other group of men get treated that way on a constant basis.  That’s the main reason why this society loves black men that are OLD, GAY, or  damn BUMS.

These men are no longer a threat in any way whatsoever.  Hell, this society even prefers the thuggish niggas to the MASCULINE, UPSTANDING black man; because they know many of these niggas will do nothing but terrorize their own people.  It’s the upstanding, intelligent, masculine black men that this society fears.  Hell, the most that they have to fear from these, so-called, thugs is the stealing of their damn hubcaps.  I laugh at these thuggish niggas who truly believe that they are rebels without a cause…Give me a break. Nobody cares about these niggas besides the people who they constantly terrorize–whom, more often than not, are their own people. 

Floyd Mayweather Jr., whether he knows it or not, is a figure-head.  He is representing a lot more than himself.  He is the representation of the masculinity of Black American Men, as a whole; and although I don’t like the way he acts, I also understand what his defeat would mean to non-blacks.  This has gone far above and beyond healthy competition.  This is RACIAL.  As long as he stands tall, and continues to be victorious, non-black men feel emasculated.  That’s really what it all boils down to.  There may be a lot of black men who dislike Floyd Mayweather Jr.  However, if they think that non-black men will separate them from Floyd when it comes to challenging their asses, they are crazy.  In fact, should Floyd ever get bested, many of these non-black men will even become MORE confident when it comes to challenging black men out here.

To most non-blacks, ALL black men are seen as ONE IN THE SAME.  They make no distinction when it comes to us.  Take it from somebody who knows.  Many of them could care less about whether you are a good black man or a bad one.  The only thing many non-blacks see when it comes to blacks and non-blacks, is whether you are black or white when it comes to dealing with you.  To many non-blacks, ALL BLACK MEN ARE BAD.  I had to learn this lesson the hard way after being surrounded by them for years, and dealing with the blatant racism that many of them unleashed on me on a constant basis out here in the Bay Area.  If I would have known then, what I know now, I would have done things a lot differently.

My goodness didn’t mean a damn thing to many of these racist groups of people–and it still doesn’t.  I was just another worthless nigga as far as they were concerned; and NOTHING could sway the opinions of many of them otherwise.  That also goes for many black women also; as many of them ALSO see black men only under the guise of stereotypes.

The bottom line is this: many non-black men measure their manhood in comparison to black men.  That’s the main reason why they are damn near drooling at the thought of Floyd Mayweather’s defeat.  They are looking for any confirmation that they can get that they are, somehow, manlier than what they perceive black men to be.  They compare their masculinity to black men’s in damn near every way.

Many black men out here have no clue as to how most non-black men view them.  In many cases, black men come at them in friendship, but many of them sure as hell don’t see black men that way.  In fact, many of them view black men as a major threat…Period.  I was the same way when I was younger; until I woke the hell up and saw what time it was.  These men are not playing around when it comes to us.  It’s not just one group of people either.  It’s ALL OF THEM.  I see mofos from every shade you can possibly imagine who are putting all of their faith in the Pac-Man to kick Floyd’s ass.  They aren’t even worried about each other either; as they all seem to be equally obsessed with vanquishing the black brute.

That is all.

 

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Why Affirmative Action Is STILL Needed…

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The answer is simple, because if given a choice, most people won’t hire your black ass without it.  You only have to look at the state of California to see what I am talking about.  The unemployment rate out here is bad in general.  However, the unemployment rate for black men out here is STAGGERING.

Since there is no measure in place to ensure that a minority quota gets filled, many places out here won’t hire a black person AT ALL.  In the rare case where they do decide to hire a black person, in many cases, it’s almost ALWAYS a black woman who gets hired.

The fact of the matter is, is that people don’t want to admit that RACE and ETHNICITY plays an important part in who gets hired and who doesn’t.  Since black men, by far, are the most hated and discriminated against group of people in American Society, most companies are LOATHED to hire a black man; no matter HOW qualified he actually is.

The end of Affirmative Action made it perfectly okay for whites and other non-black ethnic groups to go right back to DISCRIMINATING all over again.  The end result: the black male unemployment rate is STAGGERING all across the country.

We are not at a point yet in this society, where Affirmative Action can be abolished.  Too many people in this society still hold RACIST BELIEFS; and they will act on them when given the opportunity.  There has to be measures in place to ensure that people can get jobs.

It trips me out that people would rather many black men become a bunch of low-life, unemployed DEGENERATES, than EMPLOYED, productive members of this society.  Are they that THREATENED by Black Men? It seems like a lot of people are.  A lot of people, and this includes many black women also, seem to be highly threatened by a black man who is economically viable.

People seem to feel VERY, VERY comfortable in the belief of black men being shiftless, unemployed degenerates who do nothing but commit crimes all day.  Seeing a black man walk in a damn 3-piece suit getting out of a nice car, makes many people sick in the damn stomach.

The reason why black men have it the hardest in this society is because people are THREATENED by productive black men; and they will do everything in their power to make sure that the bulk of black men this society NEVER become that way.  People simply don’t want the competition, and they will move to discriminate against black men if given the opportunity.

That’s EXACTLY why Affirmative Action is necessary, to ensure, in spite of the prejudice against blacks, and particularly black men, that they are given an equal opportunity to get good jobs so that they can take care of themselves and their families, like everyone else.

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The Lies That Many White People Tell Themselves…

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I remember back in College when I took a Calculus I course, I had a teacher, and old white guy, who said something that I would never forget.  He said: “History is nothing but a pack of lies.” and he couldn’t be more right.  When it comes to the history of black people, in general, it seems like white people have been lying their asses off.  What’s even worse, is they have to tell more and more lies to cover up the original lie.

They told the whole world that people of African descent never contributed a damn thing to history.  That was the biggest LIE ever told in history.  Even in the face of irrefutable evidence, white people will just deny and deflect EVERYTHING.  For example, they, as well as everyone else, have lied big-time about the ethnicity of the Egyptians.  They have told the whole world that the original Egyptians were white, knowing full well that the ethnicity of the original Egyptians was blacker than the Ace of Spades.

Even on the Discovery Channel, before they decided to do a big cover-up, they reconstructed the original faces of both Tutankhamen and Nefertiti and they came out black as hell.  After showing that fact, so as not to offend white people, they decided to do a blatant cover-up and ended up making the faces of King Tut and Nefertiti almost white in color, and Caucasian in facial features.

It angers me how when it comes to blacks, everybody wants to LIE about our potential, COVER-UP our history, and keep us in a state of backwardness and disarray.  They have no problem, at all, telling the truth about the history of any other group of people, BUT BLACK PEOPLE; and it’s not just them either.  The whole damn world is in on the cover-up of black people’s history.

It just trips me out how many white people feel so comfortable living a damn lie.  Many of them lie to themselves about everything.  From the unequal treatment of blacks in this society, to the truth about blacks not being intellectually inferior, to lying about the privilege that being white gives them in this society, to their own blatant racism, many white people lie to themselves about damn near everything.  They have even managed to convince THEMSELVES that THEY are the victims, while everyone else are the perpetrators.  Basically, they have managed to flip everything around and turn bad to good and good to bad.

In this society, it’s not about right or wrong, it’s about white or black, and whoever white is good by default, no matter how evil the person may actually be, and whoever black is inherently bad, no matter how good their individual character is.  The value of human beings is completely cheapened in this society.  Not only in the eyes of white people, but in the eyes of others as well.

A blacks man’s life in this society is seen as being damn near WORTHLESS.  When a black man, hell, a black person, dies, nobody gives a damn.  However, when a white person dies, everybody makes a huge deal about it; as if a white life is more valuable than a black one. Maybe in this society that may be true, but to God it isn’t.

It also trips me out the LENGTHS that many whites and non-blacks will go to live in a damn delusion.  When they come across a black person who defies all stereotypes, instead of giving that black person RESPECT, and treating him or her as an EQUAL, they get angry and literally try to OPPRESS you in an effort to knock you back down again.  That is absolutely WICKED.  They know the truth, and instead of accepting it, they prefer to live believing a lie. Many people feel comfortable living with the lie of black inferiority.

Deep down inside, they don’t want it to EVER change either.  I have come face-to-face with non-blacks who HATED seeing me in those upper-tier math and science classes with them; particularly the white males who were in the class.  However, it wasn’t just them, it was every other race as well.  Many people of other races damn near toss and turn in their beds at night from insomnia at the thought that a “NIGGA” may have a higher grade than them in class. It scares them to death that a, so-called, intellectually inferior black person may be smarter than them.  Many non-blacks lose all self-esteem at the thought of this fact.

I used to DREAD when test time came back when I was school, because every time, just like clockwork, I’d have people, who I never even talked to in class prior, come and ask me what the hell I got on my test; just to make sure that my grade wasn’t higher than theirs.  White males were the absolute WORST in this regard.  I have seen white dudes look as if they bit a damn hot pepper at the thought that my grade may have been higher than theirs.

As a black person, and particularly a black male, you don’t even have the right to pass or fail, IN PEACE, like everyone else does.  Every time I took a class, I felt as if I was upholding the sovereignty of the entire black race.  It got to be tiresome.  Not to mention, even when you show yourself to be equal to non-blacks, many of them STILL don’t want to RESPECT you.  They’ll just alienate you instead, in an effort to PUNISH you for being an intelligent black person.

The lengths that many non-blacks will go to uphold their racist beliefs is absolutely DISGUSTING.  It’s something that I will never understand either.  I mean, what in the hell does the whole world seem to have against black people to make them ALWAYS want to leave you behind?  If other groups of people see black people rising, they ALWAYS, and I do mean ALWAYS, make a move to oppress, or in some way, shape or form, undercut black folks. I honestly don’t believe that other races really believe blacks are inferior.  Sure, some do.  However, most don’t.

You don’t move to OPPRESS a group of people who you truly feel are inferior.  People don’t bother with people or things, that they feel are truly INFERIOR.  I think, when it comes to blacks, there is a deep sense of envy on the part of other races, that can only be satisfied by seeing black people in a position that is lower than themselves.

When, and if, blacks were to ever rise above these groups, all hell would break loose, as history has already shown.  Look at Rosewood? Look at Black Wall Street? Look at Egypt and every other great black civilization?  Hell, Napoleon Bonaparte blew the damn Sphinx’s nose off because it looked too black!

The bottom line: many people lie to themselves about blacks in order to keep from facing the damn truth; that black people aren’t inferior at damn all, and given a FAIR and IMPARTIAL opportunity, black people will EXCEL in everything that they do.

That is all.

 

 

 

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